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Second. You should know that my legs are hot. But not in a good way.
Third. You should know that I have gone to sleep every night this week desperately stressed out about what a failure I am at job hunting. I have had dozens of interviews in my life and have NEVER been hired after any of them. All of the jobs I have ever had did not interview before hiring. So. I have come to expect to never get a job after an interview ever in my life. Because if I cannot even get a job at Regal Cinemas or Forever 21 after they interview me why should I expect to get a job at Scholastic or Time Magazine or anywhere ever? What if I never get a job? How will I survive? How will I pay rent? Pay off my student loans? Pay to go to wizarding events? Help my brothers through college? How can I do anything if I cannot get a proper job? I have been stressing about this CONSTANTLY.
I cannot help blaming it on dumb things. Like appearance or something stupid. I mean. Obviously I look good on paper if people are calling me in for interviews. But what is it about meeting me in person that turns people off? Is it the way I talk? How young I look? What do I do wrong and how can I fix it?
Anyone have any advice? Aside from "rehearse" , "be yourself", "dress nice", "act professional". You know the normal bs. I have heard it. To no avail.
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